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Its better this wayHide the tears, hide the pain. Sometimes i think ill go insane.
Hide the smile, hide the love. There is no help from above.
I fake a laugh to make you smile, when really im just in denial.
If i could give you everything, id get the ticket for that plane.
I know you'll miss me while you are gone, but trust me this isnt wrong.
I'll send you to a better place, so you can escape all this hate.
You'll be free from me, you can be anybody you want to be.
Hide the tears, hide the pain. You were the one who kept me sane.
Hide the smile, hide the love. There is not help from above.
The disappearing actWhere are you? Where have you gone?
Where are you at times when im sad and alone?
Where are you when im hyperventilating from crying so hard?
Where are you when I feel like I have nothing left?
Where are you when I don't feel good enough for anyone? Not even you.
Where are you right now?
Sometimes I lose all emotions and all feelings.
Sometimes I could care less about anything. Even you. Even our relationship.
Sometimes I wish I wasn't here
Sometimes I wish you weren't here.
Sometimes I just wish.
Where are you? Where have you gone?
Immortal Destiny, CHAPTER 4"Ahhhh, my head... Ahh! Why am i bleeding!?" I scream touching the blood running down my cheek. "Ma'am, i need you to calm down" Says one of the nurses in the ambulance. "What happened? Where am i?!" I keep saying, everyone was looking at me like i was crazy. "Why are you just sitting there? TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON!" I starting trying to rip off the restraints on the stretcher. "Get me out of here!" One of the nurses comes closer "Ma'am, im going to sedate you now, please hold still" One nurse holds my arms, while the other comes closer with the needle. "No! Dont touch me! Dont.. Stop... P-Please... Sto-..."
"Jade?... Jade, can you hear me?" I slowly open my eyes to see Dark Flayme standing above me. "Dark!" I reach my arms up to hug her, she hugs back gently. "I dont want to hurt you" She says. "You're pretty bruised up.... Are you okay?" I sit up a little "Yes, yes im... Fine"
Dark Flayme looks down. "Hey" I say putting my hand on her cheek "Whats wrong?" She pla
ForeverTen a.m. I am woken by the sound of your voice "Ndra! Nnnndra, wake up" I slightly open my eyes to see you sitting next to me with a cup of coffee. "Is that for me?" I ask sitting up "Yes!" You say and kiss my cheek.
We sit there for a while and talk, while ill finish my coffee. But soon after, you tell me to get dressed because you have a surprise for me. My eyes light up and i am instantly excited. What is it, what is it?!" I beg. "You just have to wait and see" You reply. Oh, and dress warmly, it's really cold out"
Before we head outside you stop me. "Here" you say handing me a blind fold. "What is this for?" I ask you confused. "You arent allowed to see where we are going. I told you, it's a surprise" You tell me while putting the blind fold around my eyes, gently. "Im scared! Please dont let me fall" I say with a worried tone, but you assure me everything is going to be fine.
You help me to the car, and you always help me get in. Its already warm inside. "Awhh, she warmed it for u
You Were Not An Aquarium BoySea-glass became your bones,
brine your blood, and seashells
melded into your skin.
You were not quite an ocean
when you said "This is your sign to love me."
My body was like a building;
tall, cold, almost unbreakable.
I was metallic and sharp,
towering over your waters.
I remember taking your hand in mine,
conch and coral shells scrubbing
my skyscraper wrists, and laughing
about how one day you would
submerge every last bit of me.
Your lips, riddled with argonauts,
found my cheek and I cringed
at the coarseness.
You asked if they bothered me
and I finally told you "I
think I love you."
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