Take my lifeThis is what i get. You got your wish, my world is crashing down around me. I should have never let you go. I was wrong. I was more than wrong. Im trying so hard not to do anything stupid. We all have something worth living for, but im tired of waiting for it. You will never see this, you will never care, and you will never love me. Im sorry, for everything.
You...Did I really mean nothing to you? Everything you said, everything you did, was it all for nothing? Every time we kissed, every time I made you smile and cry, every hug, every time we made love, everything? All the memories, two whole years. Every tear, every laugh, every time you got butterflies in your stomach, every time our hands were intertwined, every time you promised you'd never let me go
I am this close to finally letting go of you. Letting go of every single day we spent together
. How on earth can you do it so easily? I wish I was like you.. Strong. But me? Im weak.I took down all your memories and boxed up all your gifts, they are now safe away from my view. To see them will bring you back. As of now im trying to erase it all. Everything
I don't want to, but I have to. Nothing lasts forever. Im doing it for you, for me, for my family, and most importantly her.Ive said goodbye a few times now, but I wouldn't be writing this is I didn't