Is this really happening?

Hello? Do you see me? Im sitting right next to you.
"Helllllo?" No reply, you're lost, in the zone.
I wonder when she will notice me... "Look what i did!" You say, finally looking up.
You show me with a huge smile  on your face. I smile back and say i like it, when i do it makes you happy.
"Good job" I say. You go back to your world for a while, so i sit back and cross my arms.
"Hey, can w--" You cut me off "Im bored, do you want to watch me play games?" Another huge smile. I sigh to myself, "Sure"
Then yet again you're lost, gone from reality. You play for about an hour and a half before i finally speak up and say that ive had enough.
"You do realize that im leaving for THREE WEEKS in a few days, when are you going to spend time with me?"
"I am spending time with you, you're here right?" You say.
"Oh wow, i thought you'd never realize that" I reply with sarcasm.
You don't reply.
"What do those games have that i dont? Games will never love you back..." Tears form in my eyes.
" I just really like them" You say after a while.
"Then what am i here for? You like me too, but dont give me THAT much attention.." I reply.
"Sorry" , you look down at your hands "Next time will pay attention to you and spend more time with you"
"I dont think there is going to be a next time..." More tears
You sit there in silence for a while, controller still in your hands.
"Can you put the god damn games down for five seconds and look at me?" I yell and take the controller from your hands.
"Im real! Games arent! They wont get you anywhere in life, no job, no education. You NEED all of that to be successful, isnt that want you want?"
Im filled with rage, my heart is beating rapidly out of control.
"Im sorry" You say, i can tell your crying.
"Yea, well im sorry too." I throw the controller at the ground. It shatters into pieces.
I grab my stuff and walk out of the room, "Have a nice life!" I yell walking down the stairs, i open the front door and slam it closed behind me.
My legs give out before i reach my car, i fall to the ground. I begin crying uncontrollably.

That day i lost the one person i loved with all my heart. That was also the day i was in a terrible car accident. I was thrown through the windshield because i was too upset to put on my seat belt. I now have short term memory loss, sadly it wasnt long term, because if it was i would have forgotten what happened that day. Instead its embedded into my memory.